A New Year Has Come. Heads Up For The Best!

As you can probably tell from the header, today marks my birthday; the day my biological self being brought up to the face of Earth. A lot has happened these past few years; some greatful moments like me graduating, getting a decent job, falling in love...of course there were some verry bitter moments that i wished it didn't happen: the break up. People also say that what did not break you will make you stronger, and yes I'm trying my very best to digest the very meaning of those words.

Am I happy now? Deep inside of course I would say I've had better days. But then that's just life. Sometimes your wheel is at the pinnacle and you have everything and for damn sure you'll hit rock bottom at some point. All I can say now is that I'll be alright. I've got the right people around me to get me through this. I'm trying to be more mature, more adult in handling all of these life lessons. All I can do now is keep my head up.

So, what am I looking forward to? I haven't actually give much of a thought to that question, although I might already know the answer to that. I think I'm now looking forward to settling down. You know, find a decent companionship and commit to it to the rest of my life. I am now starting to think of weddings, starting a family, children (you can't help but to think about all these stuff, especially when you received tonnes of wedding invitations by your mates). In fact, I'm among a few who has yet to get married (most of my friends have got married, or engaged at least). So yeah, perhaps I wasn't thinking of all of this 2 or 3 years ago. What do you expect, studying and thinking of marrying someone? Honest to God, I never thought about dating someone just yet. Deep inside, I still have loving feelings for her. If there is ever a slightest chance of me getting back together with her, I really really wanted to have that hope still.

Well, that's that. I would say that is the biggest thing that I'm looking forward to. Of course there are the supporting ones like getting a better pay, improving my self image (hopefully it will be a good start to improve my manly physique). I have started doing something to release my negative energy like blogging and jogging and I am enjoying it very much.

So, a toast to my birthday (and also those who happened to celebrate their birthdays today), wishing a wonderful year, a success in everything you do, and hopes and dreams coming true. Make a wish...